Amour Fou

After the 2015 Paris attacks, I wrote a love poem to France. Many references to religious extremism, the attacks on Charlie Hebdo, November attacks & the French men & women who shaped my ideology, my art, my imagination, my passion.

My understanding of

Tricolour cockades

Tirades

The way to approach this kind of calamity

In multicoloured vanity

Through this medium, within and without religion

Gray contextually, but infinitely livid

Displaced by the backdrop between a refraction and a prism

Within and without wisdom

Storming the prison of patriotism

And within… no patron patronizing

No lie worth defining and no eye misperceiving

And without… eyes on the ground it's just dreaming

Without eyes on the ground when weapons are flying,

Everyone's dying

Blind her to see if she's still seeing

For free will and the like

Our bond is unbinding and freedom rings freely

Love is bound as neatly and simply as the sunshine shines

With woman, man and child no longer agonizing

For complacence without adversarial antagonizing

...Incessant truth

I will do.

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

For truth, aloof…

Debt is a praise the meek cherished in prose

But fought for the rot of the wrong

Let them eat cake, and let's also eat cake with them

That sounds nice

Don't you hate it?

Let them seek to find ye climbing above with nothing but a piece of flint

And glory as her flame

For whom do I thank?

Does she have a name?

Eiffel told Bartholdi who told me to play!

If love can't relate to the sunshine shining…

-Now let us remember that all the good in the world is bad timing-

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

Misunderstandings, of the many…

Religion

+ a misinterpreted acquisition

within human brain functionality

= revelations with disproportionate arses

Her genesis is you forgetting who you are

Baby, you can drive my car

Retribution is a farce

Wisdom outweighs the camera that caught me

Don't you hate that feeling when I know they got me

For the carnage and bloodlust that robbed me

Vengeance, the uninhibited carbon copy

The Resistance

The Nazi

When primordial hell can't stop me

You lost me

I'm too stuck on truth for you to occupy me

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

Let us not use force…

For the sake of all humanity and every living animal…

Don't follow that retched course

Bow to the Celts? Norse?

How the hell should we know?

Hell is remorse, thanks to Bouguereau

Not for Rome, ah Shalom

For The Franks I must thank

I insist.

Let them alone

May peace bring you hope

You're the reason I know this

By the Gaul's wing

…or falling for another century's war?

Of course…

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

"Liberté, égalité, fraternité"

It's just a phrase

Too many needles in the hay

Too much tact, too much grace

Fraternity is testing and contesting the reaper today

By laws of the aether, too many shades of grey

…will fade

Then Into the afterglow, they'll all pray

Until mind, body and soul sound the same

Equality, fortuitously can't be innate

We are the whitest of all blackface

Contention displaced today

Equality is a mess, and we're all to blame

Trade your bishops for a thousand pawns, and I will too

Whose oligarchy is the duck's duck's duck's goose?

Who's wading in the pond?

The ugly duckling is laying an egg

The black knight is a freud

However sour the taste in your mouth

There's a flower that blooms as fleetingly as it dies

You couldn't be a coward or a thug

You have the power to make her a swan

This land is our land, and for the rights of man

For the rights of woman

Too many rights for the zealots to get it so wrong

But we know the refrain… Now we say…

Liberté… What's too many, too much today?

Liberté! Welcome me into every place

For Liberté, there's still grace

I'll ask why for every roundabout rhyme

Every dab of paint will paint me blind as it bids ado

Liberté, for you, I'll die and die again a thousand times

For a Lily, I'll find a pond with room

Smaller fish, liberté

You may find this silly,

But for Monet and his lily, I'd dig up her tomb

Between Locke and Hume,

There's a Sartrean Doctrine…

…That we only need read once in the womb…

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

Roundabout… Shout out… My understandings of…

The root of our genial flagstaff

The stems of consciousness

The uselessness of prayers

The Bad Faith I'm exuding now

Couldn't be possible without a name…

For the sake of Bad Faith, there's a name:

Always begin with Montaigne

Un-Locke'd up in his cage

Insanity isn't exclusively insane

Take a breath of freshly blathered flare

The second breath should be Voltaire

Out of thick air to no heir, with allusions of jubilance to blame

The divinity of thought

The wherewithal of The Renaissance

Just a start… Descartes is the brain

And when the stoics begin to complain…

There's Sartre, Camus, Beauvoir

Nostalgia is Louis' Champlain

I'll drink the Brut et tu, but thanks!

The Stranger awaits

My third symphony's drawing a blank (it once had a name)

It's troubling, but bubbly works in mysterious ways

I found the Mississippi, and I still have no name

I believe it began with René- and a dash for the flaccid

Where history becomes prose, it knows nothing

And it won't take a cue

Robert LaSalle knows it's true

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

We feel your pain…

In a superficial way

From the phone to the satellite

And right back into pain's place

Disregarded and/or displaced

And, by the way… Give us back our Paine

Through a colorful array of interpreting carnage in his wake

I hope we have as much tact

I hope we have as much grace as you

How would Renoir decorate this place?

…with a million footsteps Degas tried to trace

Every dab of paint will do

I'm following you

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

In retribution, there's only more pain…

Speak for the meek from the most gorgeous tongue

Turn your eye for a cheek just to see who won

Renaissance over revolution

Hostility, grievances hold all love in their wake…

To whom is they? What's the wait?

Let them eat paint.

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

Return the Rapture

Life was a lock box with no key

Everyone was my friend

I was everyone’s enemy 

Live and let live

Shrug it off with a smile

Victory is vengeance

Eye for an eye


Can’t tell the difference between

Actors and drama queens

Absurd and obscene

Turning a cheek 

Being beaten blind

An eye for an eye 


The king was in his rocking chair

Reminiscing nights we shared

Fence off the flames

Hold in the heat

Return the rapture


What's bad gets worse

What's good gets better

Even anger ends eventually

The days fly by fast

Love still lasts


Hipsters grooming their sour orpheus'

Training adolescent intellect 

To feed from its own regurgitating wounds 

Culturing the promised few

To hate the uncultured nameless whom

Reign their royal hipster storm upon the masses

Coward fool bastards

Return the rapture

P.S

I got lost 

I got robbed

Providence 

I never knew

I’ll find God

If it’s the only thing I ever do

I’ll follow through

Flip flop 

From the cabin

To fifth avenue

I fell off 

I got the nerve to 

Point and shoot

Good knowing you

Singing Satan's Song

It's the curse of revenue

Won’t rescue you



Middle of August

On the setting sun

Double-crossed us

Still the night is young

This is progress

And its getting fun

Gotta be bad to be good

That's how wars are won

Squaring Circles & Rounding Edges

Inoculate headaches En ocular asphyxiationists

As en, parading tirades of En's glorious miscommunicationists 

I am a social relic livid in the patients' room

If the furthest hell gets enucleation-ists… 

As en, ocular prosthetics could fend for Creationists

I'd become her social relic entombed

Mother Nature is a satirist

As en Revelations, and You won't realize to wait for it 

En isn't a part of Her womb

The undaunted sensationalists

En lieu of the Ennoble for the cacophonous

Discords of the incredulous for La Vie En Rose

En loco parentis is Entangled, En absent apprentice 

En eye for an eye, hence She may be Ensnared

For fear of losing their own bets  

Aloft

For right angles in sets of thread

Haven't yet been woven into cloth

Matter

Does it matter?

Pretension is your preconception.

I am your disposition, and I may speak sometimes.

You may not listen.

My whim is your tempest, and your gods are my inhibitions.

It's only worth my headache if I got your attention.

There's time and space, I presume, and my mass is the displacement of that which all of the gods will exclude, except for you.

Rather, I ask, does it matter?

I'm mostly carbon and water, same as my father.

I'm a pig for the slaughter.

My skin could be leather to hold up your pants or tie up your feathers, for better or worse you can't fly to the heavens.

When the pawn's on the gallows for slitting the knight's throat, the king hides behind arrows and a fancy hearse.

Queen me, Queen Bee, I'm watching Venus Rise over Redbug and I can't only see, I can listen.

My name was 6 billion-and-something born at the dusk of the dissolution of the Cold War and near desolation of mankind, and now I'm 1/7-billionth of one species on 4.5 billion years of moon driven tides.

Set that aside and I'm right.

I'm right-brained and right-handed.

I'm on the left side.

I'm left-handed and right-eyed.

My glass eye is wise.

I can't conceive of a life Christlike.

In the wake of all morality there is only a mind.

The center of integrity is innate.

Free will is fish bate.

Mind over matter, or matter over mind?

Slums of Liberty

It's not in spite of me

It's because of me

Sweet poverty 

The slums of liberty


Should I wait to breathe

Or should I hold my breath

Is this oxygen 

Worth more than me? 


I have a name you know

A feigned whore's goal

To sell my misery

To and for sweet liberty


Mother nature knows

Just where her glory goes

This precious air I breathe

She made it for me


She's not your glory hole

She has no whore's goal

She breathes your empathy

Justice is liberty


Your minds will rot out 

Of your shining scull

The wind will begin to blow

For whom the bell tolls


And you will fall

Song for a Child

Another Unfinished Song Becomes a Poem Instead…

Nevermind the scholars

Nevermind what’s said

Mind your mother and your father

Though they won’t always know what’s best


Never lie, for starters

And never say, “It’s too hard”

Listen to the cricket 

Singing to the beat of your heart


Nevermind the castles 

Just make enough for bread

Let your adversaries eat cake

Never let them in your head


Nevermind the giant

He’s only just a man

When you see that you’re a lion

Be kind to all the lambs


Nevermind the preacher

The answers are inside

The reaper is a linguist 

Who survives on mourning tithes


Nevermind your teachers 

Learn what you truly want

The devil bears false witness

To everything you’re taught


It’s good to know a language 

In case you have something to say

It’s good to know some science

To know that everything will always change 


It’s good to know some history

So you don’t make the same dumb mistakes

It’s good to know mathematics 

To count the ones you make along the way


Give every moment your full attention

Always give more than you get

Don’t give anyone what they ask for

They’ll eat what they are fed


Take lots of chances

But do not become a fool

These are just some guidelines

Now go and make up your own rules

Weatherbasket

>>>word>>>games>>> 

The feather and the weatherbasket flowed on a dime

The feather and the weatherbasket owed him a shrine

The tether to the tollbooth was rowed into town

Each measure was measured by a hole in the time

There was…. 

Leven but Leven was followed by Tenneth

He drank up the musical winery

Ninery swallowed all that he ate

He drank much less at the diner

Sephen was short but so smooth

Stricks tricked into the groove

Fife was to die for

Fortified whores

Threesomes too

Sheik hoes

Win

Zero has infinite syllables, and so do you… 

Won

Past too

Minus three

Negative for

All the songs in five

The boring songs in six

Play in eight, but don't skip seven

I did, but that's because it's nine's fav

Ten is just two bars of five, so fuck it

Eleven is the most interesting time 

Did you pronounce interesting with three syllables?

Notice I skipped twelve, that was thirteen, now this is fourteen

Twelve is just as boring as six most of the time, now add three

Thank you for humoring this colossal waste of time,(signature)